✘ SilverLight D Lightbringer ✘

There's so many things in this world which are coincidence, some might be expected. Some, maybe not. I'm having through something I've never expected to come. All this happening, I've not even dream bout it happened. But, still everything happened too fast, I can't accept the truth. Thank you, for being with me. I know you're someone great. We just happened to be at the wrong time. I hope you'll do better than me, if you do find someone. Look for the right guy at the right time. Love is blind, don't get blinded by it. Many have been blinded, what's the reward of it. Suffering, torturing and pain. Even know this is a moment that I may forget some other day. But, this thought me a lot of meaningful things. I've learned, acknowledged, grown through. I did all this for a greater good, I hope you understand soon enough. Love hurts, don't take it when you're not ready. I'm obviously not ready. There's a new life starting to begin soon, I've got no time for love. I don't want you to suffer anymore. It's just like a dream, all of these is not realistic. It's a lie, don't be afraid of losing. I've realized I was going too deep into this dream, got to force myself to wake up. No matter what I got to wake up and face the truth. I'm not ready to have all these fantasies that I can't achieve. When I'm ready, I'll continue the dream with you, my dear, if you're still there for me. Some told me that you weren't that good. All the pros and con. I ignored all of them, it's all about me and have nothing to do with you. Hope you really understand all these.