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Monday, December 26, 2011 at 10:31 AM
It's Christmas again
What I've seen from televisions and imaginary
Christmas suppose to be
All cool, fun and cold
All those lights, snows and singing
And most importantly
Christmas present

Ever since 1995
My Christmas was never special
It's always me sitting alone in front of the computer
I've never tried a true Christmas
Warm dinner, party and all those cool stuff

But I'm sure one day
I'll set up my own family
And celebrate this so called Christmas

It's almost the end of 2011
Are you ready for 2012?

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at 10:31 AM
It's Christmas again
What I've seen from televisions and imaginary
Christmas suppose to be
All cool, fun and snowing
All those lights, snows and singing
And most importantly
Christmas present

Ever since 1995
My Christmas was never special
It's always me sitting alone in front of the computer
I've never tried a true Christmas
Warm dinner, party and all those cool stuff

But I'm sure one day
I'll set up my own family
And celebrate this so called Christmas

It's almost the end of 2011
Are you ready for 2012?

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at 10:31 AM
It's Christmas again
In what I've seen
Christmas suppose to be
All cool, fun and snowing
All those lights, snows and singing
And most importantly
Christmas present

Ever since 1995
My Christmas was never special
It's always me sitting alone in front of the computer
I've never tried a true Christmas
Warm dinner, party and all those cool stuff

But I'm sure one day
I'll set up my own family
And celebrate this so called Christmas

It's almost the end of 2011
Are you ready for 2012?

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Tuesday, November 22, 2011 at 1:32 AM
最近我常常想
是否应该放弃
这几天
我才找到我真正需要的答案
该走的肯定会走
依依不舍
也不能改变什么

现在只好把那些曾经不好的
当成‘无’
暂时能或需要的

向前看,向拳看,向钱看!=DD

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Monday, November 14, 2011 at 3:35 PM
又是11月了
这个月份往往让我找回
一些已不存在
感觉

喜和恋
都是和同个人度过的
他常常让我开心
又时常
让心跳加速
我们曾经共同在一起
但现在已散了
我曾经很喜欢你
很想跟你共同一身
那是么可能的 :]

看见你最近
过的也不错
我为你高兴,为自己伤心
这一切很快就会结束的
你一定要幸福

祝福你 ♥

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Wednesday, October 12, 2011 at 7:44 PM
Oh great! 2nd Semester Exam going to make me suffer soon.
Although I'll never be ready for it, but still it's too soon.
Hate it whenever there's a exam.
Normally we only suffer for 2 or a week.
But now? 3 weeks!!!!
It's kinda too long, damn it!
There's just 1 more year to my final exam.
Hopefully everything goes under my schedule.

KISS MY ASS, test paper!

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Monday, October 3, 2011 at 6:15 PM
一年了
今天原本应该是我们一周年纪念日
可惜
一个月前
我们已经不再属于对方了

我一直以来都装作不在乎
其实你一点都不知道
我在乎的要命
我以为我能放得下你
可是当我睡觉还能梦见你
我才发现
我根本都不想失去你


一切还能从来
我们还是男女朋友...

那该...有多好? ='(

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Monday, August 29, 2011 at 4:45 AM

You
You're just like a beautiful rose
It's something most of
The people want to pick up

Something amazing like u
Hypnotize me with your beauty
Forgotten the pain
On the beneath

The thorns of yours
Impaled my hand
Pierced through my skin
Opened up my flesh
And the blood started drip

The pain are agonizing
Just like an arrow shoot from a bow
To the chest of my heart

The pain you gave me
Just a like wound that will never heals

It really hurts
But
It's time to let go
My beautiful lady...

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Wednesday, August 24, 2011 at 11:56 PM
这一切,我所投资的
已经没了
我现在一无所有
我真的懂了这一切
从一开始
合约已经写好了
只是我自己的失误少看了几个字
*我没可能会爱上你*
没了那几个字
以造成了,我对感情的好感
我不会伤心或难过
因为我知道你不属于我
我现在能做的只有还给你
真正属于你的自由

我醒了,我终于醒了
我现在只知道
我不能再用以前那种眼神
对着你看了

我们还是能像以前一样吧?
如你所说的
|朋友|

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Monday, August 1, 2011 at 10:22 PM
I don't think my life would be perfect
Without my them
My life would be as bored as hell
Those idiots let my life glow with joy
Everyday, anywhere, anytime

Sometimes when I'm in a moody situation
They eventually made my day
That's how awesome they are in reality
Although sometimes, they are the one who turn my day upside down
Every time, I angry them just to fool them
xD
They even force me to move with them


In the end
Everything just work out fine
And we all would be like
=D


Although I kinda hate u guys
But you guys are awesome!

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Friday, July 22, 2011 at 8:54 PM
从去年的今天
到今年的今天
我的人生已经与你
发生很多很多的
第一次
:]

想想
如果这一年里
不认识你
我的人生除了
game, 还是 game
因为你
我不再沉迷游戏
偶尔玩玩而已

其实你就像
我的女神
我的偶像
只要你肯开口
我都会做给你的

可是呢
你总不开口
嫌弃我?
我知道我做得不够好
我做的
已经有人曾
为你而做了

我已经尽力了

:'[


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Saturday, July 16, 2011 at 10:59 PM
A dark night covered with rain
Couldn't see the moon nor stars
I only see dark clouds and thunder
And there's chill air traveling around by the wind
It's a cold night
I'm all alone
Yet no one willing to accompanies me
But I know that tomorrow will be better
Because there is still a long way to go...


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Wednesday, July 6, 2011 at 11:45 PM
Times just got past really quick in reality. Sometimes we are unable to move at the same speed of time, and we got left behind. Yet it takes so hard to go back to right where u are suppose to be. All I have left are dreams, a place where we don't know what is the time. I won't stop dreaming until I reached my destination. Although my destination is still so far from me, I'll still try my very best to fulfill my imagination inside the little puny brain of mine.



Love is some kind of test of patient. It may sound easy but in fact it's not easy at all. Out of hundred couples, only eight manage to accomplish this task. Yet the others had failed, because of their selfishness and stubbornness. They never tried to understand the speaks of others, but only listen themselves, which they think they are the one who is always right and done nothing wrong for them to ask forgiveness from anyone. I might be a little something like this, I'm already trying my best to not to be something like that. So, the conclusion is try to understand what the others need, and everything is perfect.



After 9 months in a relationship, I realize that there many consequences after having a serious relationship. First, I became super sensitive, any guy talks to you. I started getting jealous. This jealousy often being expressed out in bad ways. And this hurts u and me, it's tearing us apart. Secondly, being too close with each other would make you feel like tired of me. Get annoyed of the jokes I made and the words I gave out. Thirdly, once we fought, everything became harder and harder each time for us to recover again. That's something I hate the most about. Whenever we met each other, we would feel awkward and no words will be spoken through our mouth to care for each other.

I admit that being with each other at the time when love got warm and nice, it really feel great. Especially when we meet everyday, laugh everyday and get up close to each others. That's the sweetest moment ever!

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Monday, July 4, 2011 at 3:41 PM
爱情

爱情就像食物

肚子饿时就会想吃
吃什么都感觉好吃
而一个人寂寞时就很想爱
谁都好
都觉得蛮不错的

一吃饱了
就不再想吃了
再吃就会不舒服想吐
爱也同样的
一爱过头
就会反感,觉得烦

所以
吃刚刚好就好
也需要有所准备
一定要有目标
谁你真正想要的
真正想认真的在一起的

面包是早餐里
最好,最重要的一种角色
你愿意当我的面包吗?
我咖喱你! <3


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Wednesday, June 29, 2011 at 9:44 PM
每一分钟
每一个人
每个地点
心里都又不一样的
一首歌


现在 6/29/2011 21:46
心情不是很好
不知道是
愤怒,沉默还是内疚
爱情真的很复杂
弄得我
心里一首歌也没有
=|

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Monday, June 20, 2011 at 11:16 PM
是否世上的每个人
都是一样的呢?
当失去时,就会说些
那个不好,这个不好
当会回来时
就觉得很开心很快乐
这种情况却发生在我身上

我知道
你是那种
外表冷漠而内心狂热
的人

看着你戴这我送你的礼物
我的心里
就会发出
一闪微微的光
那种光就叫着
幸福
虽然不是很强的一道光
可是已经满足了
我心里的要求
=']

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Monday, June 13, 2011 at 1:46 PM
最近
看到朋友们都开始blogging了
好久好久
没有更新了
感觉有点 out-dated

假期已过
感觉依然陌生
这一切
应该都是无所谓了吧?

现在能做的只有
发呆,接着把你忘记
我只会把你的美好记住
我祝福你!!!

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Thursday, May 26, 2011 at 10:11 PM
假期又到了
起初很期待
现在却不想要放假
弄到自己很矛盾
可是又能怎样呢?
始终还需要过这些
无聊的日子

这两个礼拜里
能做的事情
可以很多
可是就是少件东西
做起事情时也没精神

我知道在这个阶段
我们感情会变得
很差
=[

没关系
短短两星期后
应该会雨过天晴

自己保重吧。。。

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Monday, May 23, 2011 at 10:52 PM
我以为我变了
变得
比较没那么胆小
跟你说话时不再紧张了
可是今天
我发现
我还是不敢看着你的
眼睛
感觉跟我们刚热恋时
一样
=]

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Thursday, May 12, 2011 at 4:43 AM
好久好久了
没那种感觉
那种温暖的感觉
手中握的是空
空挡的感觉
一点也不舒服

不懂何时
那,感觉才会回来
很期待
期待当儿
也害怕
到最后还是失望

失去的感觉
谁也不想体会
被拒绝的感觉
会带来恐惧

=[

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Monday, May 9, 2011 at 10:07 PM
I live in this world with
Lots of requirements
After the first goes the second
Even after I've it
No one would satisfied
Expect for something better
This is a stress to me
It overwhelmed me
I couldn't do anything bout it
And expect for a better tomorrow
A tomorrow with no requirements
F*** my life

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Sunday, May 1, 2011 at 9:58 PM
Music! Part of everyones life, no souls can reject it. Even the most evil's soul in hell are tempt by it. Music is so beautiful that all the surrounding are filled up with. Even a simple sound combined with a lot other sound can be formed into a song. Music, a great explanation. Even the one with the stoned tongue can express without a word spoken. Music are so addictive that, you couldn't stop after start the first song. When there is music in your heart, there is joy!

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 at 12:27 AM
Hmmm, my days are just screwed. Day by day it's just getting worst. When life puts a sign on our path, we can either obey that sign or just beat the shit out of it. But make sure the sign don't come back and kick your ass. It's just because I didn't obey it, and that shit ruined my day. I fought with my Mom over little stuffs. And now judgement is coming back at me? Well that's true, Stephen has just got his ass kicked! My mom got her leg sprained, and now she couldn't do any chores. Which means I can't eat any good food except for take-away food. Which is really disgusting, awful! I'll try my best not to do evil to prevent myself being suffered. Because, it's too late to repent when you've already scarred with sins.

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Wednesday, April 6, 2011 at 10:32 PM

超级nice的歌!歌里的每一句,都很想每天对着你说! =]

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Friday, March 18, 2011 at 12:26 AM

Holidays? Remaining 3 days! Year of 2011 passes too fast, which makes me feel my life are shorter. Well it's not so bad after all, mention bout time. We've already been through almost half a year. Our past are filled with many colors. Some parts are blacken. Due to fights and cold wars between us. Blacken parts are bad memory, the importance are the other colors. Those are the ones which are memorable. There are still tons of page for me and you to color up. Hope you will still paint with me till the end! =]

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Tuesday, March 8, 2011 at 11:13 PM
Life's like a chess, and we are started with a pond
We are being controlled and limited movement
One of the most useless chess piece when without success
All we got to do it's rush, target for the end
After hitting our goals, many choices could be made
Either being tower, priest, horse or queen
All of those are good, all with different tactics
While being a pond, every steps you take must be careful
Mistakes take your life!

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Friday, March 4, 2011 at 1:14 AM
One more day to my birthday, how awesome! But it's not even awesome at all after knowing stupid news like that. I'm worried, and felt sad too. I guess no one would be happy with this news. After so much of listening, although I don't really think that that scene will happen. And I'm still afraid, afraid to lose you. You told me that which of your friends that you are worried about when you left. Eventually, I'm the person that you can't let go, right? =(

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Saturday, February 26, 2011 at 12:58 AM
Trying so hard
It's hard to fight over myself
There's something in the dark
Something evil lurking
Laziness is tempting me into the dark
Just started to fight over the darkness
But, task is almost expire
Nothing had been prepared
And nothing can be done
Although it's sad
Still gotta be happy
Sunny day or rainy day
Are the same
Awesome

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Tuesday, February 22, 2011 at 9:22 PM
High school? It's just getting more and more awesome!=] Being in the same class with another part of you are just something really cool. Some might say that I'll get bored of her one day. But I won't think so, this only make us more closer. That's what I suppose? My closer means the way we get know each other, how get normal like good friends except for only 'LOVE MODE'. After my buddies come into my class, I felt that my life become shorter. Time passes too fast!

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Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 5:25 AM
Death? After death where will we go? Like the bible said, either heaven or hell. I wonder where am I going. Paradise? Never think of how would my paradise look like, or feel like. Paradise means place with all those beautiful and the good stuff. I've never been to any place that feels like paradise, maybe thats why I never felt it in my life, yet. If zombies do exist it would be cool. I would like to be one. Even after death, you can still love that particular person in your heart. If it's heart is beating, it will beat for you. Loving someone for a life time is not easy. But loving a person forever it even more impossible. So, try not to make promises. Promises can't be keep forever, but it brings pains that scar others forever.

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Thursday, February 3, 2011 at 1:36 AM
The end is coming soon, the end? I'm ready for it, what will it be like? I'm looking forward to it, when the day this game start and I know there's a end, but no one knows when is it. And I'm feeling it right now. Awesome! =] Not so bad after all? Free once and again? Fresh air, is that what I needed? Still hesitating

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Tuesday, February 1, 2011 at 12:34 AM
Holidays? No activities, how sad. Everyone is busy cleaning their house. And me? Almost done. Eventually I didn't do anything and everything is almost done already. Awesome! =] Two more days is already Chinese New Year. Bored, and anyways wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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Monday, January 24, 2011 at 8:36 PM
这世界上很多种很奇怪的东西。连简单的一个‘爱’字都有很多种了。虽然是个单字,可是,超复杂的。爱情是好是坏。有些人不相信情字,因为被伤害。留下了痕迹,所以不敢去爱了。爱,有很多种:喜欢,寂寞,条件,感动,感觉而爱。你觉得你是哪一种呢?发现每种的feel都不一样。喜欢而爱呢,就很注意自己形象让对方留下最美丽的一面,然后不顾一切的配合,接受他的要求。寂寞而爱,想法很negative。不管任何人,只要对你好就可以了。代表被抛弃/很久没恋爱了。没必要那么做,还是值得被真心对待的。条件而爱,就会比较犯贱。爱一个你对他没感觉的人,只是为了些原因在一起。因为感动所以爱的,就觉得你欠了他。想还他,不懂怎么还所以牺牲了自己。可是,慢慢会开始接受然后变真心吧?感觉而爱,是最好的吧?诚心诚意的爱个人。为了彼此而付出,完美无缺~最残酷的还是错爱,在一个错的时间,错的地点爱上错的人。明明是相爱的,却不能在一起。珍惜你自己所拥有的吧

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Friday, January 14, 2011 at 12:26 PM
What moody day! I seriously don't understand what's the point of me getting angry like that. Even I know it's nothing, but I'm still mad and can't get over it. It's like a hammer smash on my heart, hurt so badly. It's hard to forget that scene that I saw. Every once I think bout it, I feel more pain. After I feel better, and now it hurt again. What is wrong? Feel like letting go of everything, and go into a blank world.

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Tuesday, January 11, 2011 at 8:15 PM
Rainy days? In fact yes! Kinda get annoyed by the rains and the flood. Every morning reach school, the walk way is always flooded. Always dirty my pants, after dirtying my pants it's still not enough it gotta dirty my shoes some more. Really make me pissed off. Hate it! Rainnie days, go away please. Make it a sunny and bright morning for me. Let me feel more energetic for my lessons. Aww, finally done buying all my Chinese New Year clothes. Feels that this year I got tons of shirt to wear! Yay, but I'll get bored of all of it sooner or later? Who knows, anyone can get bored of anything anytime. So, Yeah!

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Friday, January 7, 2011 at 6:34 PM
It's been 5 days of school, and all I feel is everything in normal speed got slowed down. Dying slowly during lessons, that's one great suffer. Teachers just walk into class and rest whole day long. Is this the time that I should say 'WTF'? So, WTF! My gosh, if you doesn't want to teach , please don't fucking teach. It piss me off really bad.-SIGH- I don't know why teacher like you even live?

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Monday, January 3, 2011 at 2:12 PM
这世界,难道找一个真正爱我关心我的人,很难吗?家里人表面上看起来关心,当发生事情时全部都推卸责任。原本以为找到了一个真正能关心我,能保护我的人了。到头来是场空,是不是上帝在玩我?当我出事时,你在哪里?连一个关心我的人都没。当我难过时,连个影子都没。如果答应不料我的事,就千万别答应,请别耍我。这样你会令我对你跟失望。我快撑不料了,一个陌生人关心我都比你关心我多。我搞不清楚问题出在你还是我失败,不能让你爱我多一点。='[

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Saturday, January 1, 2011 at 8:31 AM
1/1/2011 - First day of the year - Happy New Year

-Sadness-
2010 - Year of many regrets and mistakes. I've got no more chance to correct those mistakes anymore. It's kinda like 'OVER'! I felt so sad bout those what I've done. Often we do mistakes, but sometimes mistakes do you. By the way, it's actually quite a great year. I'm kinda miss the old days with 'you'. Do you still remember them? Maybe our love is just like a match. You are just like the flame and I'm the stick. It only last for awhile, when we start the fire its feels warm. After few second the fire goes off and it's the end. There wouldn't be a good ending, always the same old crappy ending. Will both of us walk in different directions?

-Happiness-
2010- There might be a lot of happiness during this year. A lot of them are worth to remember. All those laughter, joy and fun with all my crazy friends. Working together, study together and playing together. Been through lots of stuff with me, guiding me when I'm lost, lifting their hands out when I'm in difficulties. Some of them, I might didn't really treat them well or maybe they aren't so good with me. But, at least you are there for me when I'm down. Thank you, guys!