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Monday, January 24, 2011
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8:36 PM
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这世界上很多种很奇怪的东西。连简单的一个‘爱’字都有很多种了。虽然是个单字,可是,超复杂的。爱情是好是坏。有些人不相信情字,因为被伤害。留下了痕迹,所以不敢去爱了。爱,有很多种:喜欢,寂寞,条件,感动,感觉而爱。你觉得你是哪一种呢?发现每种的feel都不一样。喜欢而爱呢,就很注意自己形象让对方留下最美丽的一面,然后不顾一切的配合,接受他的要求。寂寞而爱,想法很negative。不管任何人,只要对你好就可以了。代表被抛弃/很久没恋爱了。没必要那么做,还是值得被真心对待的。条件而爱,就会比较犯贱。爱一个你对他没感觉的人,只是为了些原因在一起。因为感动所以爱的,就觉得你欠了他。想还他,不懂怎么还所以牺牲了自己。可是,慢慢会开始接受然后变真心吧?感觉而爱,是最好的吧?诚心诚意的爱个人。为了彼此而付出,完美无缺~最残酷的还是错爱,在一个错的时间,错的地点爱上错的人。明明是相爱的,却不能在一起。珍惜你自己所拥有的吧
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Friday, January 14, 2011
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12:26 PM
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What moody day! I seriously don't understand what's the point of me getting angry like that. Even I know it's nothing, but I'm still mad and can't get over it. It's like a hammer smash on my heart, hurt so badly. It's hard to forget that scene that I saw. Every once I think bout it, I feel more pain. After I feel better, and now it hurt again. What is wrong? Feel like letting go of everything, and go into a blank world.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
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8:15 PM
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Rainy days? In fact yes! Kinda get annoyed by the rains and the flood. Every morning reach school, the walk way is always flooded. Always dirty my pants, after dirtying my pants it's still not enough it gotta dirty my shoes some more. Really make me pissed off. Hate it! Rainnie days, go away please. Make it a sunny and bright morning for me. Let me feel more energetic for my lessons. Aww, finally done buying all my Chinese New Year clothes. Feels that this year I got tons of shirt to wear! Yay, but I'll get bored of all of it sooner or later? Who knows, anyone can get bored of anything anytime. So, Yeah!
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Friday, January 7, 2011
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6:34 PM
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It's been 5 days of school, and all I feel is everything in normal speed got slowed down. Dying slowly during lessons, that's one great suffer. Teachers just walk into class and rest whole day long. Is this the time that I should say 'WTF'? So, WTF! My gosh, if you doesn't want to teach , please don't fucking teach. It piss me off really bad.-SIGH- I don't know why teacher like you even live?
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Monday, January 3, 2011
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2:12 PM
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这世界,难道找一个真正爱我关心我的人,很难吗?家里人表面上看起来关心,当发生事情时全部都推卸责任。原本以为找到了一个真正能关心我,能保护我的人了。到头来是场空,是不是上帝在玩我?当我出事时,你在哪里?连一个关心我的人都没。当我难过时,连个影子都没。如果答应不料我的事,就千万别答应,请别耍我。这样你会令我对你跟失望。我快撑不料了,一个陌生人关心我都比你关心我多。我搞不清楚问题出在你还是我失败,不能让你爱我多一点。='[
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
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8:31 AM
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Steve
1/1/2011 - First day of the year - Happy New Year
-Sadness-
2010 - Year of many regrets and mistakes. I've got no more chance to correct those mistakes anymore. It's kinda like 'OVER'! I felt so sad bout those what I've done. Often we do mistakes, but sometimes mistakes do you. By the way, it's actually quite a great year. I'm kinda miss the old days with 'you'. Do you still remember them? Maybe our love is just like a match. You are just like the flame and I'm the stick. It only last for awhile, when we start the fire its feels warm. After few second the fire goes off and it's the end. There wouldn't be a good ending, always the same old crappy ending. Will both of us walk in different directions?
-Happiness-
2010- There might be a lot of happiness during this year. A lot of them are worth to remember. All those laughter, joy and fun with all my crazy friends. Working together, study together and playing together. Been through lots of stuff with me, guiding me when I'm lost, lifting their hands out when I'm in difficulties. Some of them, I might didn't really treat them well or maybe they aren't so good with me. But, at least you are there for me when I'm down. Thank you, guys!
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