✘ SilverLight D Lightbringer ✘

Trying so hard

High school? It's just getting more and more awesome!=] Being in the same class with another part of you are just something really cool. Some might say that I'll get bored of her one day. But I won't think so, this only make us more closer. That's what I suppose? My closer means the way we get know each other, how get normal like good friends except for only 'LOVE MODE'. After my buddies come into my class, I felt that my life become shorter. Time passes too fast!

Death? After death where will we go? Like the bible said, either heaven or hell. I wonder where am I going. Paradise? Never think of how would my paradise look like, or feel like. Paradise means place with all those beautiful and the good stuff. I've never been to any place that feels like paradise, maybe thats why I never felt it in my life, yet. If zombies do exist it would be cool. I would like to be one. Even after death, you can still love that particular person in your heart. If it's heart is beating, it will beat for you. Loving someone for a life time is not easy. But loving a person forever it even more impossible. So, try not to make promises. Promises can't be keep forever, but it brings pains that scar others forever.

The end is coming soon, the end? I'm ready for it, what will it be like? I'm looking forward to it, when the day this game start and I know there's a end, but no one knows when is it. And I'm feeling it right now. Awesome! =] Not so bad after all? Free once and again? Fresh air, is that what I needed? Still hesitating

Holidays? No activities, how sad. Everyone is busy cleaning their house. And me? Almost done. Eventually I didn't do anything and everything is almost done already. Awesome! =] Two more days is already Chinese New Year. Bored, and anyways wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!